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Friday, June 24, 2011

Waking Dream- - one more after this.


DREAMSCAPE

EPISODE #3
            The voice continued, “No further may ye go without thine guardian.  It would be too dangerous for thee. Coimirceoir has agreed to lead thee to the other side of the vale.” The savage stood and turned to face out of the cave. He lifted his arm, the one formerly holding the spear that pierced my chest, and made a sweeping  wave that took in the dismal scene. Although the view was mostly hidden by the falling rain, I got the sense of what that grand gesture encompassed.
            “The vale.” The voice pronounced.
            The savage echoed the voice in the gib…uh, language of his fathers. He turned back and grinned humorlessly at me. He flashed a series of hand signs that magically transformed to words in my head.  “Pack your shit and let’s get going.”
            I was startled and I guess it showed, because the savage threw back his head and laughed, long and loud. Then he moved his hands two more times. “Move it!”
            I just looked at him.
            Two more hand signs, “MOVE IT!! And he picked up the deadly spear and stepped out into the rain. I hurried to put my pack on and picked up my rifle and followed.           
            The rain parted around me as I followed the savage. Even though the ground was soggy and slick, our footing was solid. I wondered at the mystery. I didn’t know it then, but, there would be far greater mysteries to come. The first was a large black raven that appeared above us. I could hear the wind whistling through his wing feathers, louder when he flapped, softly as he glided between wing beats. The rain moved around it as well, the raven cawed twice. Then he croaked, it sounded like my buddy gargling whiskey at the bar on Friday nights. The raven then spoke to me, “You better keep up or Coimirceoir will stick you with his spear again.”
            I looked up in surprise, my hand involuntarily went to the bright red scar on my chest. It throbbed. The raven laughed with that gargling croak that ravens use to taunt humans.  My feet picked up the pace, I didn’t want that spear to touch me again.
            We walked, the rain fell, the gloom got darker and darker. Coimirceoir seemed more alert than he had been. Out of the misty rain, Wiley appeared and took up a guard position on our right side. He glanced at me and then beyond. I followed his gaze. Another coyote appeared out of the half light. Wiley nodded as he took up a similar guard position on our left.
            I looked back at Wiley and commented, “Hey, I thought you were gone. What’s up?”
            Wiley looked at Coimircoeoir, then replied, “He called me,” and indicating the other coyote, “and my brother, Intoit. We’re going with you across the vale, just in case.”
            “Intoit,” I looked his way, he looked back with a toothy canine grin. “Just in case of what?”  I asked.
            “Just in case of varmints” Wiley quipped back.
            I patted the slung rifle on my back, “I’ve got this.”
            Wiley shook his furry head and gave a sigh, “Won’t work here. I thought you understood.”  
            The raven laughed his raven laugh again.
            Wiley barked, “Shut up you smartass bird. Who asked you anyway?”
            Intoit just yipped.
            Coimirceoir turned and scowled at all of them.  He hardly broke stride as he shook the spear at them and then with his free hand, put his pointer finger to is lips in the universal sign to be quiet.
            I heard, “SHUT UP!” in my head. I nodded in agreement and trudged on.
            Every 30 minutes or so, the rain would lessen, then renew it’s force. But it didn’t seem to matter; the rain didn’t touch any of us. It didn’t affect the ground that we walked on either. It wasn’t muddy or slick, it didn’t squish or stick to my shoes or the others feet. How could that be I wondered.
            “All things are possible in thine own dreamscape. All things are possible here, as I have said before.” The voice in my head answered my query. I nodded my head, “I know, I know. I should have remembered.” I was talking to the voice in my head. “Is that a sign I am going insane?”  There was no answer to that question forthcoming. From the voice anyway. The savage turned back and nodded, then grinned widely. Wiley and Intoit gave me the superior canine smile and the raven gargled long and loud.
            I shook my head in confusion and trudged on.
            We walked up and down the numberless ravines and small canyons that had been hidden from my viewpoint at the cave. Though the vale seemed to be flat, it was riven by these ravines that would have looked like well-wrinkled skin, if seen from the right perspective.
            “You do know that this creation is pretty old, right?” Wiley turned to look at me to ask this question. His coyote face taking on an expectant expression. “Well…right?” he went on.
            “You said ‘creation’; didn’t you mean ‘this accident of existence that has evolved from some quirky non-existent beginning’?” I replied to Wiley.
            The superior canine smile returned to Wiley’s face. “RRRRIIIIIGGHHHTT! He said this sarcastically. The raven gargled long and loud.
            “Then you really meant ‘creation’?” I was trying to keep up with Coimirceoir and reason out this new fact about the dreamscape at the same time. Intoit suddenly growled and raced by Coimirceoir to the top of the ridge in front of us.  When he reached the apex, he stopped and flattened himself into the tall grass. The savage stopped at once, he raised his hand like a traffic cop, and his ‘voice’ echoed back, “STOP!”
Wiley joined Intoit in the tall grass and the raven croaked in alarm and flapped frantically away to disappear into a thicket of evergreens. I followed Coimirceoir’s example and squatted so that my profile wouldn’t show above the waving grass on the ridgeline.
             Wiley crept backward out of the grass and slinked down to us. He jerked his head back towards the ridgeline, “Raiders.” He said. “A bunch of them, too.”
            Coimirceoir hissed in his language, his hands moving,  interpreting for me, “Follow me, crawl on your belly, go slow and whatever you do…keep your head down until I tell you to look.”
            I nodded quickly. The savage crawled up the slope to the ridgline. He moved like a serpent, a snake in the grass, barely moving the individual blades to mark his passage.  I am afraid to say that I wasn’t so competent. But when I reached the top and slid into place alongside Coimirceoir, he signaled to me to look across to a column of cavalry about a quarter mile away. They were trotting in a line, two by two, side by side, from right to left across our planned route.
             At first, I thought that it was odd that they were in medieval armor.  Their horses were large; they had to be to carry that weight. The armor was a rusty brown, not shiny like the movies. They sort of blended in. All of the riders carried their lances upright, but a few of them had pennants waving gaily from the tips. Like I said, I thought this was odd. But then I realized that wasn’t the oddest thing. At the head of the double column, a mid-nineteenth century cavalry soldier rode an athletic bay stallion. The horse’s mane flew wildly as the horse tossed his head up and down, bobbing in a rhythm that only he knew. The soldier rode ramrod straight in the saddle, the fringe strings of his yellowish leather jacket tossing like the horse’s mane. His slouch hat covered longish yellow hair. The soldier never looked left nor right, but he guided his mount through the mounds of tall grass with ease.
            I cursed under my breath, “My Hell, what is going on? Is that George Custer leading a column of knights?”
            “Man, you are so whacked.” Wiley commented in my ear.
            Coimirceor pointed his right index finger at the side of his head and described a circle; he crossed his eyes as well. “Yep, you’re whacked.” The interpretation of the savage’s sign echoed in my head at the same time.
            “This has got to end!” I said this and made to stand and wave to the column. Coimirceor hissed angrily and grabbed the collar of my jacket and pulled me back down before the distant knights noticed me.
            The big voice in my head was also angry, “Has thee lost thy mind? Thou cannot mess with the time/space continuum here. The consequences would be monumental!”

Friday, June 17, 2011

I miss you Dad


DAD IS GONE
The hole in my chest where
My heart used to be
Is
Matched only by the silence in
My head where your
Voice
Echoed.
A man don’t hit women. Give the man a full day’s work for a full day’s pay. Respect your Mother, Son. Be brave. Thank god. Be kind to dogs and kids. Shoot straight, don’t waste your bullets.
These were words that
you made sure  I
Heard,
to forge the copy of Manhood
that had
made
You.
If you fill up the back of the shovel, the front will take care of itself. I want the weeds in the ditch gone when I get home from work. Watch over your sister, (and he booted my butt when I lost her). Take care of your pennies and your dollars will take care of themselves. No man is worth a million dollars a year.
DAD is gone…
The hole in my chest where
My heart used to be
Is filled only by his last words to me,
“And after all, remember…
I love you son.”

Michael D. LeFevre  31 March 2011  ã COPYRIGHT

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Time for a Change

It's been a while since we looked in on Lily and Lord. Their story continues to move forward. This is the second 'road story' that I have attempted. Getting out of College is the other. It seems to me that much is learned when cooped up in the car with someone. I hope that you can remember Lord from the last time he was on the Blog. Have a happy June day.

Act 4 of Lord of this World.


ACT 4
            “It’ll be alright…you’ll be alright.” Lord took his hand from the steering wheel and patted her on the shoulder. “You’ll see. There’s no need to cry now, he can’t hurt you now.” She let loose the sobs that had been racking her thin frame.   She cried steadily for 20 miles, he watched the odometer.  Finally cried out she hiccupped a  couple of times, sighed, then leaned against the door.  Her eyes closed and she sighed again. Lily fell asleep almost at once; her ordeal and the growing baby inside her had worn her out. Lord grimly turned back to the road, he told himself, “I hope to God I never treat anyone like she’s been treated. Even a dog deserves better.”
            Two hours later and north of Phoenix, Lord noticed a sign for a truck stop a mile ahead.  The gas tank on the old pickup held 16 gallons and the needle on the gauge was bouncing almost to the ‘E” mark.  “Better get some gas while I can”, he said this out loud forgetting for the moment that he wasn’t alone.
            His voice awakened Lily who spoke up, “Where are we?”
            “North of Phoenix.”
            “I’ve got to go.  You know.“  she didn’t want to say where she had to go.
            Lord did know though, he had to as well and fill the gas tank.  His stomach had set up a ruckus an hour ago, rumbling and grumbling.  He hadn’t eaten since yesterday and what was left of that he had thrown up this morning. His mouth was dry as a bone too.  So it was gas, restroom and supper in that order, coming up in…5,4,3,2,1…there it was the oasis of the highway, ‘Slim Jim’s Truck Emporium. “We’re getting gas here so you can freshen up and then we’ll get some supper.  What d’ya say to that?” he told her.
            “Hurry up, I GOTTA GO! The baby’s kicking my bladder!” Lily was squirming in the seat.  He turned off of the highway and pulled up to a free pump. Lily jumped from the truck and trotted, uh, waddled to the Ladies room around the corner.   Lord took the hose from the hanger, turned the dial crank zeroing the dials, lifted the turn-on handle and stuck the nozzle into the tank and squeezed the valve.  Gasoline rushed into the empty tank.
            The sound of the rushing liquid made the urge to pee almost unbearable, so he walked to the bucket on the ground by the pumps and picked a mesh-covered sponge from the soapy water and wiped the dirty windshield. “Wrong move,” he told himself through gritted teeth. He tossed the sponge into the bucket and tore a paper towel out of the holder and wiped the windshield dry. The nozzle clicked off as he finished. As he was hanging the nozzle back on the pump, the station attendant walked up with his hand out. “That’ll be $8 there, kid.”
            Lord reached for his wallet, “Here ya go, got change for a ten? Good, say can I leave the truck here while I use the facility? I don’t think I can hold it a minute more?”  The man nodded as he peeled two dollars off of the roll he carried in his money bag.  “I’ll be right back.” Lord told him as he took the change and headed to the men’s room.
            The relief was almost as unbearable as the full bladder had been. Lord closed his eyes. Scenes of the day rolled past his closed eyelids. “What a day.” he thought. Finishing, he zipped up and washed his hands. He opened the door and stepped out . Right into a burly man, who grabbed him by the front of his shirt.  He cocked his free hand, fist closed, and blood in his eye. So to speak. “How’d you like a black eye, kid?” he said.
            “Wha… what do ya mean?” Lord stammered.
            “I seen that little girl you got with you, I think I ‘ll give ya one to match the shiner you gave her.” The man said through a wad of chew. The smell of the man’s breath about put Lord down.  “How’d you like that, buster?”
            “Wait! I didn’t hit her! Her Dad did, I’m just taking her to some place safe! Really!” Lord was talking fast, he didn’t need a punch in the face on top of the ferocious hangover he had started out the day with. Just as Lord was gonna repeat the story, a skinny little girl with a big baby bump jumped up and hung on the burly man’s raised fist.
            Lily screeched, “Don’t hit Lord, mister! He’s my friend, Don’t hit him!” The man looked her, then at Lord. Relaxing he lowered his arm and Lily’s feet touched the pavement again. “He’s OK, don’t hit him.” She said again.
            The man looked down, sheepishly he released Lord’s shirt. “Sorry, I just can’t stand a man’ll hit a woman. It makes me mad. Sorry little lady, I just assumed he was a hitter, that’s all.” He stuck out his right hand in a peace gesture to Lord. Lord made the mistake of taking the man’s offered hand. As their hands clasped, the burly man squeezed like he was cracking walnuts. Lord’s hand bones creaked. “That’s all right friend, I don’t like that either.” He was trying to extract his hand from the vise-like grip. A shout from the station attendant broke the man’s grip.
            Lord replied, “I’m coming! Take care mister , we gotta go.” He  grabbed Lily and dragged her to the truck. “Jump in, let’s go get something to eat.”  
            “What’ll it be, a hamburger and fries, or fries and a hamburger?” Lord teased as he drove out of the gas station towards the Roadrunner Burger Shack around the corner. “I think I’ll have two or three, you?”
            Lily was silent, she acted like she hadn’t heard what he had said. Lord said, “I’m buyin’. Tell me what you want so I can order.” Still no sound from Lily.  He parked the truck right next to the front door. “Really, Lily. I’m buyin’ and I aint’t taking no for an answer.”
            She looked at him shyly, “Can I have a chocolate milk shake too?”
            “You can have two if you want. Shall we get them to go and eat in our room?” Lord replied. She nodded. “I’ll go get them then, 1 hamburger or 2?” 

Monday, June 6, 2011

Getting Out of College, #3

THREE

Then you knew your race was done, and well
I hoped you’d win.
But Death came and opened the door
into the future.

         The two young men sprawled across the car seats, asleep.  Mike in the front seat, Shane in the back.  He stirs, rocks the car, and Mike awakens and sits up. He sleepily rubs his face and tries to smooth his hair, “Wow! Were all these cars here last night?”

         Shane looks around at the full parking lot, “I think so, most of ‘em anyway...maybe there’s a few more...it’s hard to tell. It was pretty wild and dark when we pulled in. And it was raining pretty hard.”

         “It was raining like a cow pissing on a flat rock, we’re lucky we didn’t run into half of them on the way in.  Man, I’m stiff.  That steering wheel kind of inhibits tossing and turning.” Mike groaned.

         “You snooze you lose...it’s my car...I get the back seat.”

         Mike smiled ruefully, “Yea, yea, I hear you.”

         “Let’s take a leak and get out of here. I wanna get on the road, get some eggs and stuff for breakfast…aren’t you hungry?”

         “My thoughts exactly. I’m hungry as a bear.  Hey look, is that someone under the picnic table?” Mike grabbed his sandals and started for the restrooms, his head swiveling, trying to take in all of the sights.

         Shane shook his head at the sight, “Whew, I bet that was a wet night, that table didn’t keep the rain off.  Hurry up, I think I’m gonna faint from hunger.”

         After taking care of business, they get back in and Shane weaves the car around all of the vehicles parked in the rest stop. They resume their journey. Shane gets back to the discussion from yesterday, “You never answered my question about the draft board, have you heard from them?”

         Mike looks out of the side window, “Look, not a cloud in the sky!  And after all that rain.” He tries to change the subject.

         Shane is in no mood for games, he is starving after all, “Just answer the question will ya!  What’s up?

         Mike pulls a folded, tattered letter from his back pocket and begins to read, “13 August 1972...Greetings and felicitations,  You are hereby ordered to report to your local Selective Service Office no later than 15 days from the receipt of this notice.  You will receive instructions on reporting for induction into the Armed Forces of the United States of America.  Failure to acknowledge this order may result in fines up to $10,000 or imprisonment not to exceed 5 years or both.  Have a nice day, signed Joe Doaks, Chairman.” He carefully folds the letter back to the way it was and stuffs it in his back pocket.

         Shane is silent for a while, then says, “Greetings, eh? Ain’t that something...welcome to the first day of the rest of your life.  On my birthday too!  Have a nice day?!!!!  They can stick that up their.....”

         Mike interrupts, “I just threw that in...it didn’t really say that.”

         Shane is still buzzed at the letter, “Well, they can stick it anyway!!  What are you going to do?”

         Mike looks over at him, he is grim-faced and serious for the first time since they started this trip. “What can I do?  Hell, my old man just got home from there, he went to Korea and WWII, too.  Can you hear him saying, ‘Go on to Canada Mike, this is a nasty, unjust war and besides, everybody knows you don’t care for leeches on your penis.’  My mom and step-dad would think I’m a chicken shit too.  I don’t know, I don’t know...don’t know.  John Wayne didn’t chicken out did he?  Or Audie Murphy?”

         Shane offered a supportive fact, “I read somewhere that LBJ got rich on this damned war, you know...the “Military Industrious Compact”, or something like that.”

         Mike didn’t let up, “Yea, but remember “The Longest Day”?  Those boys were scared and they still jumped off the boat and ran across the beach.”

         Without thinking, Shane replied, “That wasn’t real life, it was a movie.”

         Mike’s eyes flew open in surprise, “Duhhhh, D-Day, Longest Day, World War II, remember?” He smiled at his friend’s lapse.

         “Yea, Yea, just a slip.  I know, my dad was in that war too.  He won’t talk about it though.  I wonder why?”

         “Mine either, I had to hear about it from his brothers, there was a couple of guys in Arizona that had just got back from ‘Nam.  They were scary dudes.  One guy was in Hue, they almost got over ran.  That’s all he would say.  Another told about a time when Charlie came through the wire and they fired their M-60 until the barrel glowed cherry red...in the daytime.  They changed it over and over until they ran out of people to shoot.” Mike fell silent, imagining the terror of endless waves of people trying to kill him.

         Shane was quiet for a mile or two as well. Then he asked, “Why the hell are we there anyway?  It ain’t like the commies are coming to California.”

         Mike had a ready answer to that one as well, “You remember Senior Civics class, if we don’t stop ‘em there they’ll be in Malaysia next, Australia after that, Fiji, Midway, Oahu then good ol’ San Fran Cisco, the Domino Theory.  If you can believe “the frog”, what a teacher he was.”

         Shane laughed, “Hahahaha, remember Dudley, I didn’t think it was possible to run on top of those old wobbly desks.  If the frog could’ve caught him...I don’t know what that dumb ol’ Dudley would’ve done to him.” Shane  mimics the ‘frog’, lisping, ‘Class, class, would someone please stop Dudley, he has to go see the principal.’ Hahahaha, what a sight!”

         “It’s a wonder that we ever learned anything in that class.  He was a flippin’ idiot.  Remember when we gave the Black Power salute during the national anthem, I thought he was going to stroke out when the principal told him he couldn’t inhibit our free speech.  What a hoot. Who’s idea was that anyways?”

         Shane chuckled and then went on, “Yea, or when we pretended to be German exchange students for the substitute teacher...Nein, Nein spreckensie Anglaise, Frau Schmidt?”

         “Those were the days, none of this workin’ for a living.  Hey, I’m hungry...pull into the next cafe you see.” Mike’ attention was back on his stomach.

         “I could use something to eat too. My stomach just crashed against my backbone. You...work for a living, what a joke!  Washin’ windshields and pumpin’ Ethyl.” Shane laughed at his own joke.

         Mike played along, “Somebody’s got to do it.  I’m just the man.  Hey, here comes a place to eat, let’s try it.  Anyplace called Mom’s gotta have good eats.”

         Shane twisted the steering wheel tight enough to squeal the tires as he turned the baby blue Ford coupe into a parking space along the curb.