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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Nanny's Birthday, 4 May


My Grandmother

I used to sit on her hip, watching
buckwheat flapjacks flip, singing
“Nanny’s little baby loves shortenin’, shortenin’
Nanny’s little baby loves shortenin’ bread”.
This verse keeps running through my head.
And then she’d laugh, a rich and honest giggle
My Grandmother did.

We’d sit in her old, cold metal lawnchair, looking
at stars, old and cold; and there we’d be, singing
“The stars at night are big and bright--
Deep in the heart of Texas!”
Oh and then our Mom would come to fetch-us
And we’d all laugh, and Connie and I would wiggle
Us and Grandmother did.

She’d take us in the big ol’ Buick, riding
Up to Heber, hoping to see the Creeper, smoking
down or up the canyon, oak leaves gold, others red
Bridal Veil water splashin’ down
Looking up, I noticed, sometimes a phantom frown
And then she’d laugh, and we couldn’t help but join her
That’s what we and Grandmother did.

Other children, to our family were, joining
What had been a private party so long in, running
I have to admit here and now it made me jealous
to share hugs and kisses, the stories and jokes
Until I realized the fun we could have as cousin folk
And Nanny would laugh, and it was fine ever after
That’s what Grandmother did.

And so, after all that has gone by, and I’m, thinking
the hugs and kisses we’ll miss ‘til we are, going
to meet her and our kin in the paradise of GOD,
Where rest and peace reside and ugliness never mars,
out beyond the moon, but not yet to the stars,
we’ll appreciate the life we had, especially the laughter.
That’s what Grandmother did.

Michael D. LeFevre  ã Copyright 2003

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Mouseturd Flats 2nd Post


MOUSETURD FLATS

ACT ONE
SCENE ONE


She hadn’t always been ‘Nanny’; once she had been young and her mother had named her Ruby. Her father had ignored her and her other sisters, except for Lil, who was his darling. Her brother Arden was her hero, she knew that if he was around then she was safe.


            Ruby always skipped along the dusty lane that led from school to home.  It was one of the happiest times of her day. No one bothered her, or ordered her around. There was just the peace of singing birds, blue sky and the gurgling ditch that ran along side the lane all year long.  Ruby was wearing a worn calico dress that was bought for her at Christmas and so is also a little short since she had grown the past winter. Her school books were tied with a cast off harness strap and they swung in harmony with the song that she is singing. As she rounds the corner, a small group of boys are sitting by the edge of the lane. 

            As she skips by they stand and the boldest, Dub Rogers, speaks out, “Hey there girl, where you going?
           
            Ruby was startled and answered even thought she knew she shouldn’t, “Uh......Um.....home I guess.” Nervous, she keeps walking down the lane.

            “Wait!  Wait! I want to talk to you. Dub and the others follow her and start to hoot and catcall as they fall in behind her. Dub, frustrated by her silence asks, “Are you too good for us is that it? That’s rich, here in Mouseturd Flats! Too dumb? C’mon talk.”

            “Go away! I can’t talk to boys, my Ma’ll slap me!  Go away!” Ruby backed away from the boys, making sure that they didn’t come too close.

            Dub wouldn’t have that, he pressed, “That’s not it, you think you’re too good for us, don’t ya, that’s rich.  You ain’t nothin’ special, ain’t that right boys?”
They answered with a chorus of yeah’s and snorts. They focus on Ruby, their eyes glittering.

            “Stop it! Go away! Ruby shrieks, now afraid of them. She turns away, trying to get away from the boys. 

            The ringleader, Dub Rogers, reaches out to pull Ruby’s braid that is hanging down her back. “Turn around, talk to u.......................
            The large strong hand of Ruby’s older brother, Arden, clamps down on his shoulder and pulls violently backwards, pulling him to the ground. The group of boys scatter.

            “Wh...Wh...Ow...What do you think you’re doing! He jumps up ready to fight, when he sees the large, stern-faced stranger his eyes widen momentarily, then he squints warily.  “What the hell did you do that for, Mister?  I oughta beat the shit right outta ya.

            Arden smiled wolfishly, “You touch my sister again and I’ll break your arm.  You say anything to her, I’ll bust your lip. Get the hell outta here and don’t come back.

            Nervously Dub sputters out a threat. “You’re just like her, you think you’re better’n me don’t ya!  You could try buster, but you’ll get yours.  I’ll.........

            Arden reaches for the front of Dub’s shirt with his left hand and his right hand clenches into a fist and draws back, menacingly. “Get out of here before I hurt you!  Don’t come back.” 

            The ringleader jerks back before the hand can clasp his shirt and he turns and runs to catch up with his companions.  He mutters and looks back darkly as he leaves.

            Arden hurries to Ruby concerned that she might be hurt. “Ruby, are you alright?  Come here, it’ll be okay, I promise.  He won’t hurt you.”

            Ruby had been backing slowly away from the confrontation, eyes wide, tears brimming, visibly shaken.  She relaxes slowly as her brother speaks to her.

            “Oh, Arden. They scared me, you know Ma doesn’t want me talking to boys.”

            “It’s okay sis, they won’t bother you any more. We don’t need to tell Ma, c’mon let’s go on home.” Arden takes the books from Ruby and tucks her hand into his and they start for home. There is a muffled shout from behind them and they both turn to see who is calling to them.  It is Flo and Lil, Ruby’s older sisters. Flo is eldest, Lil is between Ruby and Arden in age, and.  Lil is very self-centered and likes to get the others in trouble with their parents. They hurry to catch up to Ruby and Arden.

            “Yoo Hoo! Is every thing alright?  Shall I call Pa to come and help?  Ruby what did you say to those boys, you know you’re not to talk to them. Ma says so.” Lil makes sure that they know that she saw what happened.
            Arden glances back. He mutters, almost under his breath. “Oh brother, why did she have to come along.

            “Ruby, dear, are you okay?  Here, let me see.” Flo gathers Ruby in her arms and hugs her close.

            “I’m fine, nothin’ happened.  Them boys just didn’t know, is all.” Ruby tries to downplay the incident so that Lil doesn’t make more of it to their mother.

            Arden takes the lead. “You girls come along now, we got chores to do.  Nothin’ happened, it’s just a misunderstanding is all.  C’mon.” He heads off towards home again.  He takes Ruby’s hand in his and he nearly drags her in his haste to start walking and hopefully change the subject.  The other girls follow along, Lil chattering away, telling any who would listen about her day.

Michael D. LeFevre  ã COPYRIGHT 2 July 2000
                                                            (adapted from a one act play of the same title.)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Rain That Doesn't Quite Reach the Ground


V I R G A

Clouds, dark and light

roiling,

rolling,

and fearsome-looking,

mean,

and full of sorrow.

Rain drops fine and cool, falling,

not quite to the ground

in virga curtains;

promises not kept.

Your face,

fearsome-looking,

mean,

and full of anger,

 sorrow

not realized.

Tear drops fine and hot, falling

not quite to your cheek,

taut with rage,

in virga curtains;

 promises not kept.

By: Michael D. LeFevre    ã Copyright 29 April 1998

Friday, April 22, 2011

More of Lord


ACT 3
            Lord pulled into the parking lot by the smelter time shack.  He hated doing this.  He had already pulled his nest egg out of the bank and closed the account there.  All he had left to do was quit his job and pay his last bit of rent.  The job first.  He walked into the locker room and opened his locker.  He looked at the work clothes in there.  They were stiff with sweat, the seams caked with a green dust that was the copper concentrate that he melted in the furnaces on the days that he worked.  “Nasty shit…stuff.  I won’t miss that.  Or the fiery furnaces, maybe nothin’ about this place.” he was prone to talking to himself lately.  He rolled up the ruined clothes and pitched them into the trashcan, tied his bootlaces through the suspension of his hardhat and scooped his soap and razor into one of the boots.  He walked out to the timekeeper and called him over, ‘Hey man, I need to talk with you.”  When the man faced him, he went on, ”I got an emergency at home up north.  I need to quit, sorry about the notice.  I gotta go. I won’t be back.” 
            The timekeeper looked at him, kinda down his nose, “You tramps are all the same. You can’t stay in one place for shit.  Good thing you won’t be back.  Here fill this form in, so we know where to send your check.”  Lord took the form, filled in the blanks and shoved it back at the man.  The timekeeper looked it over and nodded.  He gave Lord a half-assed salute/wave.  His middle finger was extended a little farther than normal.  Lord got the message.  He picked his gear off of the floor and went to his truck.
            The landlord was on his porch when Lord drove up to the trailer. “I won’t have to chase him down.” he thought.  He walked up to the man and started to tell him that he had to head home today when the man burst out in loud, drunken voice, “Ya seen Lily?” 
            Startled, Lord forgot his business for a minute. “NO, why?  What’s  up?” 
            “She said she had enough of me and packed some clothes and left.” he moaned. “I thought you had her.”
            Lord didn’t know what to say, he didn’t know what to do about it. The drunken old bastard had brought this on himself.  “I haven’t seen her man. I got some bad news, I’ve got to go home, it’s an emergency.  How much do I owe you?”
            “You signed a paper kid.  I’ll let you go for $200…cash.” the man had forgotten about the missing Lily when the prospect of money had risen.
            Lord said to himself, “Needs another bottle I’ll bet.” Then aloud, “I read that paper and it says that you get to keep the cleaning deposit, that’s $25 and I owe about a week’s rent, that’s $25.  How about I give you $25 for the inconvenience and we’ll be square?”
            The drunk came right back, “How about you give me $150 and I’ll let you off easy.”
            “ I’ll give you $50 and then I’ll start packing. Deal?” Lord thought he had him then.  He reached for his wallet.  The landlord stepped closer, trying to see how much Lord had in there. He wasn’t about to let the man see his nest egg, so he turned and slipped two twenties and a ten out and put the wallet back in his pocket.
            Lord turned around and waved the bills, “Deal?”
            The greedy landlord snatched the money from his hand, “I’ll go get your paper.” Off he went, weaving to avoid the blades of grass.  He never knew when one would catch a toe and put him down.
            “Don’t I know that feelin.” Lord said. Chuckling, “I gotta stop talking to myself, folks’ll think I’m crazy.”  He entered the trailer and peered around the stuffy dark space.  How much of this crap would he pack?  He went in to the bedroom.  The stink of his morning’s sickness was strong enough to provoke an erp or two as he dumped the liquid in the toilet and put the can in the tub and turned on the water.  He scooped all of the bathroom stuff that he wanted and dumped it in the middle of the still-damp sheets.  He dumped the clean and dirty clothes on the bed and gathered up the edges of the top sheet and tied them together.  Lord picked that bundle up and his guitar and hauled them out to the back of the pickup.  He went back in and grabbed the other sheet and spread it on the little table in the kitchen.  Sorting through the refrigerator and cabinets, he found there wasn’t much that was worth taking, so he wadded the sheet into a ball and stuffed it with the other bundle.  Taking one last look around, he walked out and shut the door.  The landlord was just coming off of his porch, waving a paper.  Lord met him halfway, he took the paper and offered his hand to seal the deal. 
            “Good riddance to you and her.  If you see Lily, tell her to keep on going.” The sorry old bastard spat on the grass, turned and walked away.
            Lord stomped out of the room, fuming with anger.  “How could she lie for a man that had hit her and blacked her eye?  Dad would never have done that.” Lord promised himself that he wouldn’t let it happen again. Big talk for a guy just barely into his teenage years.  Sure enough, four days later he and Charlie came home from school and found Mom in the kitchen making supper.  She tried to keep her back to them but Charlie was feeling a little sad and needed a hug from her. When Mom turned to hold him, he gasped, “Oh, Mom!”  Lord looked up sharply.  A fire raced through his body filling him with rage, as he saw the swollen and split lip that had been added to the yellow-green bruise of her fading black eye. “Mom! He hit you again? Don’t let him do that. I’m gonna call Grampa!” He figured that Gramps could stop the abuse. But, Mom wouldn’t hear of it. He walked out of the kitchen and went to sit on the porch. ‘Slick’ would be home in time for supper, he guessed.
            Lord got into his pickup and drove away from the drunken, sour man.  He took it easy on the gravel drive that led to the blacktop a quarter of a mile away.  He downshifted as he reached the sharp corner that was at the end of the driveway, just before the mailbox. He was startled as Lily jumped out of the brush in front of him.   He stomped on the brake and killed the engine before he could push the clutch in with his other foot. He shook with adrenaline at the near miss.  “Damn, Lily, I almost run you over!” he shouted at her through the open window. Lord opened his door and jumped out and went to see if she was okay. She grinned at him sheepishly as he faced her.  “What do you think you are doing?” he went on.  Her grin faded at the question.
            “I’m leaving.” she announced fiercely. “He won’t hit me ever again.  Can you give me a ride?”
            Lord thought about her request and about the trouble that he had just left behind.  He didn’t want to be involved with that bastard in any way.  He looked at Lily.  She stared at him with such a look of determination…but here she was seven or eight months pregnant, thin as a rail for all that. Wearing worn but clean and neat clothes, the sum total of her belongings stuffed into a small knapsack…a book bag really.  He thought about his history and the escape that he and Charlie had been forced to make over a violent bastard parent, well, step-parent to be totally truthful. He wondered that if he agreed to help her would it make her life worse.  Or maybe cause him more trouble than he could even guess at.
            “Okay, I’ll take you a ways…where you going to?”  Lord nodded to her in agreement.  Lily smiled widely and quickly walked towards the passenger door. “Wait, how old are you? I don’t want to be arrested for kidnapping.” She stopped in mid-stride at his inquiry.
            “I’m 18 and a half.  Honest. I’m old enough to do what I want, and I will whether you help me or not. I won’t bring another child into this life for him to hit.” Lily’s expression showed her resolve.
            Reassured, Lord relented, “Jump in. Let’s get going before the sun goes down. They got into the truck and started north on the highway. “You didn’t say where you are going.” he asked while he shifted gears.  Hearing nothing rumble of the engine and the rush of the wind whistling past the open windows, he glanced in her direction.  She kept facing forward, not offering to answer. “Well?” he asked again as he turned back to his driving.
            Lily said something but it was too soft for him to hear over the road noise, so he turned her way again.  His eyebrows lifted, he touched his right ear with a finger signaling that he hadn’t heard her.
             “I don’t know…I don’t have anywhere to go.” she spoke barely loud enough for him to hear. “Can’t I just ride with you to wherever you are going?  And then I’ll figure it out.”
            “Don’t you have family to go to?” he asked.
            “No.  I do have a sister.  She left 2 years ago and I haven’t heard from her since then.” Lily looked at imploringly. “Please…”
            Her voice tugged at Lord’s heart. If he and Charlie hadn’t had Gramps to go to they would have been forced to…God only knows what.  At least she would be safe with him. “I guess so. I’m going home to try to convince my girlfriend not to dump me.  I don’t know how that will go. But OK, you can rest easy…’til then at least.”
            Lily nodded, but continued looking forward.  He noticed tears trailing down her cheek, the one that he could see.  She was holding back from really crying. He could tell by her shivering body. 

Friday, April 15, 2011

Tailgunner, a favorite project of mine.


TAILGUNNER ON A BARSTOOL
ACT 1
SCENE 1
         Hortense Maude Cheever was wiping down her mahogany bar one more time that day, for the one hundred and seventh time.  At least.  She made one more check over the customers in her tavern to see if they needed another of whatever they were drinking; and to see if they were still alive or comatose.  She snorted to herself as she wondered for the ten thousand, two hundred and seventy ninth time if it was worth it.  Babysitting drunks that is.
         “What the hell else would I do with my time” she said to herself.  “I can’t see myself sitting in a quilting bee.”  Just as she was shaking her head at that thought, the door banged open and the bright outside light backlit a young man standing in the doorway, blinking his eyes, trying to make them adjust to the dim light of the tavern.  “Come in and shut the damned door, it’s too bright out there.  Hurry up!”  Hortense growled at the figure in the doorway. 
         Stumbling into the room, the young man did his best to follow her orders.  “It’s dark in here” he said. 
         “That’s just way we like it, don’t we Tommy?” she looked over her shoulder at an old, thin, weather-beaten man at the end of the bar, then turned back to look at the newcomer.  Immediately she knows that he is too young to be in there, “That’s far enough sonny, this isn’t the school yard, out…get out now!” 
         He stammers, “W…W…Wait a minute, my name’s not sonny.”           Hortense gets a hard look on her face, and starts to walk around the end of the bar.  The young man reaches into his rear pocket and produces his wallet.
         “My name is Don, see right here on the ID.” 
         “Let me see that” she reaches for the wallet and snatches it from his shaking hand. “Well…” she asks.
         Don stammers, “Uhhh…I’m not 21, but…”
         “But nothing, OUT, GET OUT! I’m not in the soda pop business, little boy, no bubble gum here.” Hortense bellows at him, trying to intimidate him out the door. She really didn’t like whackin’ these youngsters with pool cue to get them out before the law caught them in here.  But she would if she had to.
         Don held up his hand, “Wait, I just want to celebrate my news! I gotta tell somebody!” This last was drawn out and a bit whiny.
         She interrupts him, “Go tell your mommy, despite popular opinion,” waving at the staring customers, “I’m not a psychiatrist. And they,” waving again, “ain’t priests to hear your confession, so…take it out of here bub. I ain’t losing my liquor license for you or anybody…so hit the road!”
         Don takes a folded envelope out of his pocket and straightens it and pulls the letter from inside and begins to read it, “UHH…Greetings and Salutations! It is our pleasure to notify you on behalf of the United States of America, that the Selective Service Lottery Number assigned to you has been activated. It is now your duty to report for Induction Processing on the 3rd of October…blah, blah, blah.”
         Hortense lowers her gaze, her face reddens a bit, and she opens her mouth about to begin speaking.
         Don jumps in, “Don’t you think I’m old enough now?” His challenge lays out there; he almost dares her to toss him out now.
         She caves in, many years and many young men on their way to war have passed through this tavern. Hortense can’t let this one go without a taste of a normal life at home, before he is thrust into the Hell of war.
         “Just keep a low profile, and if you act like you’re drunk, it’s out you go. Hold on, I’ll get you a beer.”
         Don tries to push a little more, “A beer? How about a shot of whiskey on the side?”
         “How about you don’t press your luck junior!” she continues to the beer cooler.
         “OK, OK, then a Coors longneck’ll do.” Don orders something that he has seen in a magazine. Hortense is drawn up short.
         With an amused snort, she says, “Comin’ right up bigshot!
Michael D. LeFevre  ãCopyright  2002   (Adapted from a short play of the same name)